1: The dream of becoming an actor is shattered, and he returns to his youth / The last regret
The smell of disinfectant was the clearest footnote in Lin Da's last memories of his life.
He lay on the sickbed, so thin that he was just a bag of bones, his cloudy eyes staring at the ceiling, where a kaleidoscope of his life seemed to be playing out.
Was it glorious?
Perhaps.
In his fifty years in the industry, he had played hundreds of roles, big and small, from loyal and righteous heroes to despicable villains, from street vendors to emperors and generals. He had a good audience appeal, and his reputation in the industry was not bad. Everyone respectfully called him “Da Shu”, and the title of “golden supporting role system” was well-known.
It's just that a supporting role is, after all, a supporting role.
His whole life seemed to be spent making wedding dresses for others. The spotlight always shone on the protagonist, and applause and flowers mostly brushed past him. In his youth, he was also high-spirited and once dreamed of one day holding the Best Actor trophy, which represented the highest honor, to prove to the world that a supporting role could also shine with a brilliance no less than that of a protagonist.
Unfortunately, it was a matter of time and fate.
On countless nights, he would caress those yellowed scripts, thinking of that talented, imaginative, yet sensitive and stubborn “Xing Zai”. They were once the best partners, creating countless classic screen images together. Those years of laughter, anger, scolding, and mutual loyalty were the most vivid colors in his memory.
“Lin Da, if only we could collaborate on another one…”
Xing Zai's slightly hoarse and hopeful voice seemed to still be in his ears. But now, Xing Zai was already an internationally renowned director, and he, however, had to go first.
If… if there was an if…
He wanted to act again to his heart's content, even if it was still a supporting role, as long as he could perform to the fullest.
He wanted to stand side by side with Xing Zai again, listen to him tell those outlandish jokes, and watch him strive for perfection for a single shot.
He also wanted… to win an Best Actor award once. Not for fame or fortune, but just to fulfill the burning dream of his youth, and to put a truly perfect end to his lifelong persistence.
His consciousness gradually blurred, and his breathing became faint.
“Da Shu, do you have any other wishes?” His assistant's choked voice came from beside him.
Wishes… too many…
Lin Da's lips moved a few times, but he couldn't utter a single word. Endless regrets drowned him like a tide.
Darkness completely devoured him.
“Mmm…”
With a painful groan, Lin Da suddenly opened his eyes.
The dazzling sunlight made him instinctively squint his eyes. The smell lingering at the tip of his nose was no longer disinfectant, but a complex mixture of sweat and cheap boxed meals.
Shouldn't he be in the hospital, his oil exhausted, waiting for death?
Lin Da shook his heavy head and struggled to prop himself up. What greeted his eyes was a narrow, crowded, dimly lit room. There was a dilapidated iron bunk bed, clothes casually discarded, and several instant noodle buckets piled in the corner.
Where was this?
He subconsciously raised his hand, wanting to rub his throbbing temples.
Wait!
This hand…
Lin Da's pupils suddenly contracted.
The hand in front of him, although not delicate, was definitely not his own hand, covered with age spots and loose, dry skin! This hand had distinct joints and the vitality of a young person.
He trembled as he touched his face. His skin was firm, without a single wrinkle, and he could even feel some newly sprouted stubble on his chin, with a slight tingling sensation.
An absurd thought exploded in his mind.
He suddenly tumbled off the bed, stumbled a few steps, and rushed to the only stained mirror in the room.
In the mirror, there was a young man of about twenty years old. His face vaguely had the contours of his youth, but it was more immature, with a hint of confusion and… naive ambition in his eyes. He was wearing a faded T-shirt, his hair was messy, like a clueless young man who had just run out of some construction site.
“This… is this me?” Lin Da murmured in a lost voice, his voice hoarse, yet full of youthful clarity.
Memories flooded into his mind like a bursting dam.
Lin Da, twenty years old, graduated from film school a year ago, harboring an actor's dream, but could only run errands in various film crews, playing extras without lines, living in a shared rental room with a monthly rent of three hundred yuan, sometimes hungry, sometimes full.
Yesterday, he went to a wuxia drama crew to audition for a bandit role with a few lines, but he messed it up because he was too nervous. After returning, he drank some alcohol to drown his sorrows, and then… there was no then.
Instead, it was the soul of Lin Da, the seventy-year-old veteran actor.
“I… I've been reborn?”
Lin Da's heart pounded, and an indescribable excitement and bewilderment filled his chest. He pinched his thigh hard, and the clear pain told him that this was not a dream!
He really came back! Back to fifty years ago! Back to the beginning of his acting career!
Those regrets, those unwillingnesses, those unfulfilled dreams…
Could it be that God really gave him a chance to start over?
Just as Lin Da's heart was surging with emotions and thoughts, a cold, emotionless mechanical voice suddenly sounded in his mind:
“Detecting host's soul strength meets the standard…”
“The golden supporting role system is binding…”
“Binding progress 10%… 30%… 70%… 100%!”
“The golden supporting role system binding successful!”
“Newbie benefits have been issued, please check, Host.”
“Newbie mission released: Within three days, successfully obtain and brilliantly complete a supporting role with at least one line of dialogue. Mission reward: Acting Points + 10, one newbie gift package. Failure penalty: The system will randomly deprive the host of a life skill for one week.”
Lin Da: “!!!???”
🔊 Text To Speech
Listen while reading