54: Su Qingge's determination! Men only slow down the pace of my revenge?!

Silence returned to the room.

“Qingge…”

Lin Xuan called out, looking at the motionless girl on the hospital bed.

But then he suddenly became speechless, his mind not knowing how to begin.

Finally, he habitually sighed… Although he knew Su Qingge was conscious during this time, the girl remained completely still.

Psychologically, Lin Xuan always felt much more at ease.

It was like facing a completely helpless, unresisting vegetative person.

He felt like a master, able to look down from above and do whatever he wanted.

But now that Su Qingge was showing signs of recovery, and might even wake up completely soon, Lin Xuan felt a bit constrained when interacting with her again.

After all, before Su Qingge fell into a coma, she and his predecessor had almost no interaction.

The most frequent interaction between them was during this period of her being a vegetative person.

“But… what about us here…”

“Actually, it doesn’t even count as interaction! It’s entirely me unilaterally giving…”,

“Now, I don’t know if all the effort during this time has moved the soon-to-wake Su Qingge.”

“Otherwise, if she wakes up and doesn’t want to be close to me, or even tells me to scram, then I’m done for…”

In the quiet room, Lin Xuan’s lips curved into a slight, silent bitter smile.

Because he usually received no feedback.

No matter if he sang, gave massages, or told jokes, Su Qingge always remained silently asleep like Sleeping Beauty.

So, even with all his confidence, Lin Xuan couldn’t guarantee one hundred percent that he had completely understood Su Qingge’s inner thoughts.

People are fickle.

Especially a woman’s heart, it’s like a needle at the bottom of the sea.

Until Su Qingge truly woke up, everything remained uncertain… And just as Lin Xuan was lost in thought!

In the dark cage of consciousness, Su Qingge was very puzzled.

Why did Lin Xuan call her name and then say nothing more?

【What’s wrong with him? Why isn’t he speaking?】

【If it were before, he would have already taken my hand and we’d be chatting about everything under the sun!】

【Why not this time? And he just sighed…】

【Why the sigh? Why… after knowing I’m conscious and have hope of waking up… did he still sigh?】

【Could it be? Lin Xuan… doesn’t want me to wake up?】

…Su Qingge’s heart trembled.

Because of Lin Xuan’s unintentional action, an incredible thought emerged in her mind.

Her originally joyful emotions now took a sharp turn for the worse.

Su Qingge felt a strange tightness in her chest.

【Did my awakening make him unhappy? Is Lin Xuan already tired of me?】

【After all, facing a living corpse that can’t move every day…】

【Anyone would get tired and disgusted! But then… shouldn’t he hope I wake up even more?】

【I don’t understand, I really don’t understand!!!】

【After I wake up, can we still be… this close…】

…Su Qingge’s mind was in a mess, unusually complex.

She even had a feeling of not wanting to wake up so quickly, to avoid breaking the current silent bond between them… This feeling was unprecedented.

After all, as a vegetative person, she was in immense pain, constantly praying to wake up.

Now, with hope right before her eyes… she had the idea of delaying her awakening because she feared some unknown change.

But as soon as this thought was born… the faces and smiles of her family suddenly flashed in Su Qingge’s mind.

Dad, Mom… Brother… As the smiling faces of her loved ones kept appearing before her like a revolving lantern, Su Qingge regained her resolve; she was no longer lost.

【This is good.】

【If Lin Xuan really hates me, that’s even better.】

【That way, after I wake up, I can cut off this relationship more quickly.】

【We were never meant for each other, destined not to share life’s journey.】

【Love for me… is too much of a luxury…】

【Rather than bringing each other pain in the future, it’s better if it never started…】

【This resolve! I made up my mind five years ago, didn’t I?!!!】

…At this moment, Su Qingge no longer hesitated or struggled, and the waves of emotion that had risen in her heart because of Lin Xuan gradually subsided… Just then!

Lin Xuan’s voice came, instantly plucking at her heartstrings.

However, at this point, Su Qingge had already decided to abandon her romantic notions and immediately suppressed the flutter in her heart.

Hmph! Men?

Not needed!!!

They only slow down my revenge!!!

“Qingge, I guess the person you most want to share this good news with is your grandfather, right?”

【Yes, yes, yes, Grandfather! Tell my grandfather first, he’ll be so happy.】

Suddenly, Su Qingge’s attention was drawn again, and she urged him repeatedly in her mind.

“If you want me to notify your grandfather, move once. If you don’t, move twice.”

Lin Xuan’s gentle voice came again.

At the same time, Su Qingge felt a chill slowly rising from her feet.

Clearly, Lin Xuan had lifted a corner of the blanket and was looking at her feet, waiting for her reaction… Thinking of this, Su Qingge instinctively felt a sense of social embarrassment and shyness.

【o(*////▽////*)q】

【Lin Xuan, this guy, didn’t even give me any mental preparation.】

【Doesn’t he know that a girl’s feet shouldn’t be casually looked at?】

【This is a male-forbidden zone, a private part!!!】

…However, thinking of her grandfather, she still endured the shame and wiggled her toes.

“I understand, Qingge! Leave it to me.”

Lin Xuan was not surprised by this outcome.

He pulled out his phone and started calling Su Shengtian… Meanwhile, Su Qingge realized she was being “seduced” by Lin Xuan again?!

Under the control of her rationality, she began to silently chant in her mind… “Amitabha.”

“Great Compassion Mantra.”

“Namo Guanyin Bodhisattva.”

“Immeasurable Heavenly Venerable.”

“Male beauty is fierce like a tiger.”

“All men are mere pink skeletons.”

…Soon, Su Qingge’s mind was clear again, free of distractions, as if she had entered a sage’s time… Officially resigned from food delivery, full-time writing.

This way, I can write more words every day.

Otherwise, writing and publishing in the middle of the night every day, only knowing the plot an hour before you all, I’ll eventually collapse. ￣□￣｜｜

【 Make complaints: Meituan’s unit price is really low! And there are so many competitors this year, even many female riders. Life is not easy, may everyone be well!】

【Good night and blessings!】