310: Chapter 310 She died so that she could come back to life.

"Tang Ruan!"

The boss suddenly called out to her.

"You won't try to commit suicide again, will you?"

Tang Ruan stopped in her tracks but didn't look back.

She did indeed have that thought.

Based on her experience, the time in these two worlds was not synchronized.

She had lived in this world for over 20 years.

In the Beast World, she had only been unconscious for a while...

She had lived in the Beast World for nearly ten years.

Yet in this world, only a few days had passed.

Perhaps, if she went back now, she could still come back to life.

Seeing that Tang Ruan didn't answer.

The boss suddenly knelt down before her with a "thud."

Hearing the sound, Tang Ruan slowly turned around and looked at him.

In the Beast World, she had many people kneel before her.

She didn't even feel that having someone kneel was a shocking thing.

However, the person before her was her former boss.

She was still a bit surprised and tilted her head at him in confusion.

The boss was very surprised by Tang Ruan's reaction.

He thought she would at least say something polite like "Please get up."

However, Tang Ruan just looked at him with a bewildered expression, not saying a word for a long time.

Boss: ...

"Sigh..." The boss sighed.

Her brain was damaged at such a young age, all because of him.

The boss looked up and negotiated with Tang Ruan politely, "Tang Ruan, if you need money, want something, or need something done... as long as it's within my power, I will definitely help you!

But I have one request: please don't die, okay?

If you die, my conscience... will ache for the rest of my life!

Doudou will also live in the shadows forever."

As he spoke, he looked back at Doudou, whom he had deliberately placed at a distance.

Tang Ruan followed his gaze and glanced at Doudou.

But she remained expressionless.

Her mind was not on the matter at hand.

Her head was full of thoughts about whether she could still be saved if she went back now.

In the hospital, she didn't have the chance.

Now, she finally had the chance.

Tang Ruan gave a perfunctory "Okay."

She turned and ran upstairs.

She quickly opened the door and rushed to the window.

She found that the boss and Doudou hadn't left yet; they were standing under her window, seemingly afraid she would jump.

Tang Ruan had no choice but to run to the kitchen and grab a kitchen knife.

She gestured with it against herself for a long time.

Finally, she opened a search engine.

"How to commit suicide thoroughly and painlessly..."

"Ten most convenient ways to die."

"Discussing the feelings of different ways of dying..."

About two hours later.

Tang Ruan ruled out the unreliable and unfeasible ones.

She finally concluded that gas poisoning was relatively better.

It should feel similar to being strangled to death by Huan Du.

But...

What if her physical body had already died in that world?

It didn't matter; even if only her soul remained.

She would definitely go find them immediately after reincarnating.

Tang Ruan made up her mind.

She went to the kitchen.

Then she discovered—

There was no gas in her rental apartment...

This small rental, although it had a separate kitchen and bathroom, they were both pitifully small.

Usually, she didn't cook much; there was only an electric rice cooker and a small induction cooker in the kitchen.

She couldn't possibly die from electrocution, could she?

Tang Ruan searched again, "What it feels like to die of electrocution."

Finally, she changed the plan; she would slit her wrists.

To prevent the blood from clotting, she prepared a basin of warm water and placed it on a stool by the window.

Picking up the fruit knife she had prepared, she struck swiftly and successfully cut an opening.

She couldn't help but think that over these years in the Beast World, her skills had actually improved.

Tang Ruan had just lain on the bed, put her hand in the basin, and closed her eyes.

With a "bang," the main door was smashed open.

Before lying down, she had not only locked the door but also bolted it.

Tang Ruan looked up to see the boss rushing in, panting.

The Landlady followed behind, grumbling, "You have to pay for this door! We agreed to open it, why did you kick—

Ah! Ah! Xiao Tang, what are you doing!"

Seeing the blood-red water in the basin, the Landlady immediately pulled out her phone, trembling, and backed out.

It seemed she was calling an ambulance.

"Didn't you promise me you wouldn't die?"

Tang Ruan stared at the boss and suddenly noticed that his face, which was already more weathered than others his age, seemed even older than before.

It was all from her scaring him...

Tang Ruan pursed her lips and said nothing.

She thought: How did he find out?

As if guessing Tang Ruan's thoughts.

The boss walked to the other side of Tang Ruan's bed and pointed to a building not far outside the window.

"I'm living there now!"

Tang Ruan: ...

He actually rented a place opposite just to prevent her from committing suicide.

The boss's eyes were red with anxiety. "I'm begging you, my little ancestor.

I already owe you a huge favor; don't make me owe you a life..."

As he spoke, he squatted down and wept with his head in his hands.

Tang Ruan stared at him, torn.

She knew that no matter how she explained, the boss wouldn't believe her.

She was dying so that she could live again.

From downstairs came the sound of an ambulance.

Tang Ruan looked at his despondent figure and sighed.

"Then how about... you pay back the wages you owe me first?"

Boss: ...

Tang Ruan was hospitalized again.

The boss hired two caregivers to look after her 24 hours a day.

In reality, they were monitoring her to prevent suicide.

One day, before bed, while changing clothes, she suddenly noticed her bra was wet.

She leaned in to smell it, and there was actually a faint fishy scent.

Could she have spilled milk down her neck while drinking it yesterday?

Tang Ruan had no memory of it at all.

She was living in a daze every day now, her mind filled with everything that had happened in the Beast World.

She missed them so much...

When would she be able to go back and see them...

Tang Ruan changed into thinner, more comfortable sleep underwear and closed her eyes to sleep.

When she woke up the next day, the caregiver opened the window to air out the room.

Tang Ruan sat up and suddenly felt a chill on her chest.

The caregiver turned around, and her gaze suddenly lingered on Tang Ruan's chest.

Tang Ruan followed her gaze and saw that the front of her chest was wet.

"Huh?" She looked up. Was the ward leaking?

"Child, do you have children?"

Tang Ruan was stunned and looked at the caregiver.

How did she see that she had Cubs in the Beast World?

Seeing Tang Ruan remain silent, the caregiver sighed and said, "Then you should cherish your life even more.

The child is still so small..."

Tang Ruan was baffled.

How did she know her Cub was small?

Just then, another caregiver came to hand over the shift.

Tang Ruan didn't have time to ask her how exactly she could tell.

The other caregiver accompanied Tang Ruan to the toilet.

After finishing and flushing, Tang Ruan's gaze inadvertently fell on a spot of red in the wastebasket.

She suddenly understood.

Since she woke up, she hadn't had her period for three months!

Just after giving birth to the Baby, she had also experienced engorgement.

But because the Baby had a Female Beastman specifically responsible for feeding him.

It gradually got better...

But engorgement doesn't just happen after giving birth to a Cub...

Sometimes, it also happens during pregnancy.

Tang Ruan's body suddenly shook.

An incredible thought flew into her mind.

She walked quickly out of the toilet.

She said to the caregiver, "I want to go to the Obstetrics and Gynecology Department."