84: Chapter 84 I'm Sick, My Heart Tissue is Fragmented

Because they had drunk too much alcohol last night, Su Ye had the hotel prepare a light lunch, mainly porridge and fish, accompanied by some side dishes. It tasted pretty good; Su Ye ate three bowls, and unexpectedly, Zhao Sihan also polished off three bowls.

Recalling Zhao Sihan's figure from his hazy memories of the previous night, Su Ye finally concluded that Zhao Sihan had put on weight exactly where it should be, and not a single bit where it shouldn't.

After eating and freshening up, Su Ye sent a message to the Armani and Chanel consultants he had added when buying luxury goods, asking them to help prepare two sets of clothes to bring over. After all, their clothes from last night were all wrinkled and smelled of alcohol, making them impossible to wear.

Su Ye planned to use this time to have a talk with Zhao Sihan.

He pulled Zhao Sihan to sit down in the living room. As he took out a cigarette and prepared to light it, "snap," a flame was brought right up to Su Ye's face at just the right moment.

Su Ye was stunned for a moment, then leaned in to light the cigarette:

Zhao Sihan let go of the lighter and then said:

"Old Su—"

Su Ye felt something was a bit off:

"What did you call me?"

Zhao Sihan said with a straight face:

"Old Su? That's how we call our men back where I'm from."

Su Ye nodded. Fine, Old Su it is. It's better than Little Su, anyway. Calling him Big Su didn't feel quite right either, even though he was indeed quite big.

"Go ahead."

Zhao Sihan said earnestly:

"I know it's normal for you men to smoke, but hey, you can't smoke too much. Smoke less if you can; it's bad for your health."

Su Ye was not someone who didn't know how to appreciate kindness; he knew Zhao Sihan was concerned about him, so he nodded. Every day when he slept, his perpetual motion machine buff helped cleanse his body, so the tar and nicotine from cigarettes couldn't harm him.

Of course, Zhao Sihan didn't know about this, and Su Ye couldn't tell her. However, Su Ye didn't smoke much anyway, only three or five cigarettes a day, so it didn't matter.

"Zhao Sihan, um—we've already done that, so there are some things I want to ask you, and also clarify for you."

"Mm, go ahead, I'm listening."

Su Ye took a deep breath and said:

"So, I'm someone who doesn't believe in marriage, at least I don't want to get married right now. Can you accept that?"

Su Ye turned his head away, not wanting to look at Zhao Sihan. After all, this was the first time he had said this, and Su Ye knew how much a girl looked forward to a wedding—it could be said to be the most beautiful moment of her life. Saying this was equivalent to depriving her of that moment; it felt a bit like a scumbag's remark.

Zhao Sihan was silent, and for a moment the atmosphere was heavy. Then, Zhao Sihan slapped Su Ye on the shoulder:

"Oh my god, I thought you were planning to eat and run and dump me. Is that all? I'll just stay with you. If you want to get married, I'm ready anytime; if you don't want to get married, we'll just live like this."

A wave of emotion welled up in Su Ye's heart, and then he added:

"There's one more thing, actually I have a girlfriend..."

Silence was the Cambridge of tonight again——

Su Ye snuck a glance at Zhao Sihan. At this moment, Zhao Sihan's eyes were red, and she looked at Su Ye with watery eyes, making Su Ye's heart tremble.

"So—you still plan on dumping me?"

Zhao Sihan wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, sniffled, and then said:

"Old Su, I won't give up on you. Although it's immoral to say this, I just really like you, and I'm going to snatch you over."

Su Ye felt uneasy, his heart rising and falling. He hurriedly said:

"It's not like that, it's just, emmmm, I've had an illness since I was little, scientifically called fragmented heart tissue."

Upon hearing Su Ye's words, Zhao Sihan couldn't be bothered to be sad anymore. She immediately pulled at Su Ye's bathrobe:

"Oh my god, how do you have such a serious illness? Let me see. From now on, I'll be on top, you can't move around. Anything involving the heart is a big deal."

This time it was Su Ye's turn to be surprised:

"You know this illness?"

Zhao Sihan's eyes were red, and tears slid down her cheeks. She really couldn't imagine what she would do if Su Ye, the only man she had identified for over twenty years, died one day. In all likelihood, she would go with him.

"I don't know, but you have such a big illness, just hearing the name, it's on the heart, right? Anything on the heart is a life-threatening illness."

Su Ye understood. So this fierce woman was just judging by the name. He then held Zhao Sihan down with both hands:

"What I mean is, my heart can break into many pieces and be given to different people. Perhaps I cannot give you exclusive affection, but you can believe that you are also a part that occupies my heart, and my feelings for you are also sincere."

Zhao Sihan didn't quite understand Su Ye's scumbag remark, but after thinking for a moment, she asked:

"So it means, you still like me, right? You didn't plan on dumping me, right?"

Su Ye looked at Zhao Sihan solemnly and nodded. Su Ye never thought about taking a girl and not being responsible; it's just that he might have more responsibilities and less time. However, Su Ye never joked about relationships; he just often made the mistakes that any man would make.

Seeing Su Ye's firm gaze, Zhao Sihan broke into a smile through her tears:

"It's fine. Your body is like an ox, and your performance is huge. If you don't find two, I was planning to help you find two, otherwise you'd kill me."

Su Ye was shocked; Classmate Xiao Zhao's train of thought was truly unique.

Zhao Sihan said:

"Don't look at me like that. My mom said, as long as a man has ability and talent, who would only have one? Some things shouldn't be taken too seriously. If he's fed at home and can still go out and mess around, it's because the woman isn't capable enough; you can't blame anyone else."

"In other words, if you can feed your own man at home, would he still have the mood to go look outside? Instead of making a fuss and ending up with a mess where nothing good comes of it, it's better to just turn a blind eye."

At this moment, Su Ye just wanted to kowtow to his future mother-in-law; his future mother-in-law was also a sensible person.

"Then, your dad?"

Zhao Sihan waved her little hand:

"Don't mention that hillbilly. That hillbilly found someone outside before, but after my mom found out, she drained him dry. He didn't have the energy or mood to go play outside anymore, and over time he stopped. He doesn't have the ability, but my man is different. You have the ability; after feeding you once, I have to rest for two or three days. If I don't let you go out and find others, are you just going to suffocate here?"

After speaking, she moved her pair of long legs, grimacing in a bit of pain, thinking to herself that her man really had a lot of strength, and it lasted quite a long time. She had heard others say it was just a ten-minute affair, but last night it didn't finish even after more than an hour.

Who said there are only tired-out oxen and no broken fields? Zhao Sihan felt that if it happened every day, she would be the first field to be broken. She still wanted to live a few more years and accompany Su Ye for a few more years.

As for what Su Ye said about marriage, although Zhao Sihan was a bit disappointed, it wasn't unacceptable. First, Su Ye said it was temporary, meaning it was still possible in the future. Second, what Zhao Sihan wanted most was to have a child.

As for not being able to register the child without marriage? Classmate Xiao Zhao indicated that this didn't exist; her hillbilly dad could solve it.

Su Ye silently nodded, indicating that Classmate Xiao Zhao was right.